I grew up
and I left myself behind
Now I just
walk forward,
Sometimes backward
Not fully
understanding who I am or who I should be.
I have now
come face to face with a major life decision
The two
roads lead to different opportunities, lifestyles;
And to two
different variations of a future me.
I know I am
strong,
That is not
the problem.
My biggest
concern is if I am strong enough to do the thing my mind tells me to.
The
decision is not only mine.
I have my
parents to consider.
Every step
of my life has caused conflict between my parents, but it always turns out
right:
I succeed
and surpass expectations.
Should this
not be the case now?
Should I not
know now; because of past situations what I am supposed to do?
I would not
have been presented this opportunity if it was not my destiny to take it.
Yes, I am
beyond scared.
Yes, I have
no idea what is in store for me.
But, the
one thing I am sure of,
The only
thing I am sure of is;
I will
succeed.
